Well lets take a walk down memory lane to see if I actually stuck to my resolutions... considering I completely forgot what they were by like February. Anywho, lets see how bad I did lol.
1) I will try to be a little more flavorful with my hair. I will take more chances, be more creative, maybe learn to cornrow my own hair. Well, I must have to say I did decent on this one. Ok, like not great. I did try new styles instead of the wash 'n go. I even tried new products geared more to natural hair and not just hair in general. One thing I DID NOT do was learn to cornrow. First of all... why did I want to know how to do that anyway?!?!?! I mean, was I trying to just cornrow it to wear it crinkly the next day? Or was I trying to bring it back and rock it daily? Smh... so I'll give myself a pat on the back but a slap upside my head because I have no idea why I wanted learn to cornrow lol. I'll just stick with my roommate doing it for me.
2) I'm just going to focus on being me, flaws and all. This one actually sounds good. Did I do it? I'm going to have to say yes. I think this year I actually didn't care what anyone said. I usually upset when people don't like me. I guess you can say I'm a crowd pleaser to a certain extent. This year though, I just did me and whoever that person was, I was cool with her. And actually, I feel like I look better since I stopped worrying about what I look like if that makes sense. Or maybe I stopped worrying because I actually did look better? Who knows? Either way I did like me just a little bit more this year and it feels great.
3) I'm going to try to be a young, spunky 24yr old instead of the old, leg warmer wearing granny that I have become. Complete FAIL!!!!! I'm so ashamed!!! There was nothing spunky about me at all. Oh gosh, I'm so sad... I'm horrible! I mean, wait did I go somewhere? I went to Canada... but it was because I had to chaperone some kids. Yep I'm horrible. This definitely needs to be something that I fix in 2011. But I'm in grad school! (I'm tryna make up an excuse obviously) *sigh* ok, I'll do better.
The overall moral of the story is that I don't need to make resolutions. I forget them, forget why I made them, and when I revisit them and realize that I didn't do anything I feel horrible lol!!! I think I have a better chance of making a resolution of what I'm NOT going to do versus what I am going to do.
-Sie
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