Wasting time :(

First let me apologize if I offended anyone last week. That was not my intention. I was suppose to post yesterday, but training a new hire at work and I forgot to set it up in advance.

Before I start this, I have a question. Now I went and did the big chop about a year and a half ago, before I even knew what it was. I had no problems with my look and even got a heap of compliments. Lately, I have been getting the weirdest comments to my hair and I am not sure how to respond to these remarks. I don't want to hurt any one's feelings, but when someone says "I like your hair when it was all messy" or "you have worms in your hair", I am ready to go off the deep end. Let me know if there is a better way to handle these instances.

Now back to the program...

No matter what we fail to take advantage of in this life, time will not stop for us. Looking back on things that we just let slip by, we see the error i our ways. At least I do. I find myself reminiscing on the old days, when I use to date and think nothing of it. I've dated just about every type of guy there is. I've had the entrepreneur, the musician, the attorney, the wanna be thug, etc. None of those guys every crossed my mind as being the one. There has also been plenty, who I've tried to keep in contact with, because I knew they were a catch. I just wasn't ready for what they were ready for, at the time. Now that I have owned up to the error in my ways, I feel like I am wasting time.

Going out and making myself available to date, when I feel like I could be doing something else; Talking on the phone with guys who are only a little interesting and knowing I could be talking to someone else. Things of this nature. I know this actually sounds like I am not ready to date, but I am. Being single sucks after a while (and I do mean a while) and I am at the point where I just want it to come to me. All packaged up and ready to go. I know this is some kind of fairytale that I have conjured up, but I'm so serious.

This is a painful reality that I have to deal with. I'm going to work on it. Although I refuse to settle for just any ol body, I am thinking of reaching back into my past and contacting an oldy, but goody. There's nothing like getting a free meal and good conversation. LOL... We'll see what happens. You guys have a great weekend. I will be going out by myself on Sweetest day, to a stage play and enjoying every bit of it. Ciao!!